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Never have I thought of using the word "whore" on anybody before but today, I'm using it on you. Yes, it's you!

Lifeless

I'm highly low on self determination and spirit now. I feel lifeless. I feel like I'd just lost everything. Indeed. Nobody will understand how it feels including you. An apology isn't what I'm seeking for.

Hyundai i-10 1.25 Kappa

 (the 1.25cc i10 comes with a tachometre which was absent in the 1.1cc)

  (the interior is pretty basic and user-friendly)

                  (powered by a 16V DOHC 1.25 Kappa engine)

At this point of my life, I strongly feel the need to own a car despite being not-so financially stable. Starting small seems to be the idea now, not forgetting to measure affordability. I don't want national cars anymore, I already have two at home. Be it Persona or Alza, they are still of the same quality. Proton remained unchanged after 25 years, still collaborating with other successful carmakers. People keep buying Protons because they don't have a choice. On average, people are earning 2,000 a month. The instalment of a Toyota or Honda already consumed half of their salary. How can a person survive with just 1,000 for a month at this age? Forget bout the locals, I want an affordable non-national. The Hyundai i10 1.25 caught my eye, pretty amazing for its price of RM52k + which is the premium version offering more safety features like ABS and dual airbags. Being more spirited than the 1.1cc Elipson engine, the 1.25 comes with DOHC 16 valve 1.25 Kappa engine churning out 77hp at 6,000rpm and 116nm of torque at 4,000rpm. My idea is to own a car with a reasonable instalment, enabling me to set aside some extra money for savings which will come handy in future for further investment, maybe on houses or marriage. Plus, the fuel consumption of this car is pretty efficient, the Auto transmission can get me an average of 17.6km per litre, which means RM10 gives almost 100km. It saves me alot in the long run.

With Remorse

I know that by this time, the pain is like a dagger that stabs through your heart, bleeding profusely. I knew the pain was so intense that an apology isn't going to help. I knew it was solely my fault for not being able to let go of those perilous thoughts and i truly regret it. I'm someone who have trouble slipping away past encounters. I'm so sorry for everything rooted from my weakness. Honestly, Im so sick of myself. I hope with this, I can finally learn to be positive and joyful day after day. With much anticipation, I'm looking forward to refresh, to be less haunted by the past, to be free from those silly thoughts and to be wholly yours.

Yawn!

It's 12.54am now. I wish i could go to sleep now. But for some reasons, I'm staying up late today. Yawn!

Say What You Want

People are full of surprises. Seriously. They can be so friendly to you for this second and another second they can be your worst enemy. So who to trust in life?

Down with sickness again!

Not again, after barely two months and im down with fever and flu again.. My immune system used to be strong last time, but after taking supplements i.e Vit C and Omega 3 occasionally, it doesnt seem to be as strong as before. How irritating and tiring it is to have a runny nose, sorethroat, flu, fever, backache and headache at the same time? argh! i cant sense anything with my nose, i cant stand too long or else my back starts to hurt, and i have to frequent the toilets to get rid of the mucus. Boring! Just came back from the clinic, given 4 types of medicine. How strange the cough syrup tasted spicy to me??? Any clue.. watever...

hate it!

I HATE NIGHT WORK!!!
i hate it. For me, sleeping before 12am is vital. And fyi, im an early bird, i dont fancy midnight life!
Paying rm15 to ppl who to stay up just to get your outlet maintained? Do you seriously think your money is worth my sleeping time? You're wrong! I just can't wait to find my paradise.

What are all these?

Almost every of my post has it! Comments from profiles which are not available. Can't even view it. And what's funny was, the comments are not related to what i posted. Come on, leave my blog posts alone! Dont scribble nonsense.