With Remorse

I know that by this time, the pain is like a dagger that stabs through your heart, bleeding profusely. I knew the pain was so intense that an apology isn't going to help. I knew it was solely my fault for not being able to let go of those perilous thoughts and i truly regret it. I'm someone who have trouble slipping away past encounters. I'm so sorry for everything rooted from my weakness. Honestly, Im so sick of myself. I hope with this, I can finally learn to be positive and joyful day after day. With much anticipation, I'm looking forward to refresh, to be less haunted by the past, to be free from those silly thoughts and to be wholly yours.